Something about this really hit home. I've gone through a similar transition of rage-quitting low vibe spaces in order to try to manifest more light...but the world isn't ready for the medicine that it truly needs. I hope you keep writing about the struggles of trying to live a spiritually aligned lifestyle in a profoundly UNALLIGNED and sick world, because this kind of writing really cuts to the heart of those areas of healing that have to happen as a community, and that "mindfulness and mediation" on an individual level can't solve.